Elijah ask
and receive
Early in 1970 I was walking home from school in Los Gatos, with my
friend Doug. I was in
an altered consciousness because of the music I had
experienced the last few days. Looking up I
saw a very strange man with wild red hair and beard, dressed in a
white shirt
and shorts, standing with a bicycle. He had the look of an old
testament prophet and his bicycle
could have easily been a camel or a horse.
He was talking to a couple of people very intensely, and as we
passed by he looked away
them and caught my eye and uttered the word "perfection". It
was like some kind of shudder
went through my body. A feeling I often got when I
became interested and enthusiastic
about something.
I turned to Doug and said, "Did you see that strange guy?"
"Yeah, he was strange."
We continued walking down the block on Main Street in Los Gatos
Village and I was
entering a spontaneous altered state. I could tell because
everything began to look brighter.
Then it happened. The shock. Not just a mental shock but
a psychic/cosmic shock... the
redheaded stranger was at the end of the block talking to three
other people!
My mind was reeling.
"Look, he's here! How did he get ahead of us?" I rasped.
I stopped in front of him and he asked me directly, "Do you believe
in your ultimate
perfection?"
I said, "Yeah!"
"That's not the answer." He replied, just as fast.
There then began a dialogue which I include here, as clear as I can
twenty-nine years later.
It turns out that this wild-eyed prophet was named Elijah.Mahan and
I will address him as
E. from now on and myself as M.
E. "That's not the answer."
M. "But it's true, I do."
E. "Ultimate perfection is not subject to time. Go
within and ask, ask your ultimate self."
So I turned my thoughts around on themselves and I asked myself if I
believed in my
ultimate perfection. A strange sensation began in my forehead.
E. "I can help you ask. When you ask I will utter the
word "ADEO" and I will ask with
you.
So I mentally said, "On your mark, get set, go... do I believe in my
ultimate perfection?"
And at that moment Elijah yelled "Adeo!" What felt
like an electric shock went through
me and I began to chuckle and smile in a wave of joy.
E. "You just had a glimpse of the answer."
M. "Wow, I feel super elated! What was that?"
E. "I linked with your spirit and gave it a boost. Now
I'll put you in my book and send you
an "Adeo" every morning. You are James, the son of
Thunder.
M. "No. I'm Martin."
E. "You are James, the brother of John. What do you
think of teleportation?"
M. "What's that?"
E. "Moving instantly through space from one place to another."
At that question I remembered Doug, who was still there
listening to this conversation. We
looked at each other and echoed our thoughts. "How did he get
from one end of the block to
the other and have time to end one conversation and begin another
without us seeing him?"
M. "Where do you live?"
E. "I live in a tree house in the forest, up on summit
road. I don't ride up in cars, I only
take my bicycle."
M. "It's getting too late to ride all the way up that
mountain. You can sleep at our place."
But behind the conversation my thoughts and attention had a
completely different reality
going. I was still trying to answer the "ultimate perfection"
question.
He said, "Ask. All questions are answered."
An interesting paradox was beginning to grow in me. I was
asking myself if I believed in my
ultimate perfection, which exists somewhere in the future; but by
it's very nature perfection
is not subject to the laws of time and space so could exist
anywhere, anywhen, and in any of
the infinite combinations between now and here. Something in
me, independent of the me,
was having a verbal conversation with Doug and Elijah as we walked
down the lane to our
studio in the Royal Arms Apts.; while "I" was still seeking to
make contact with my
ultimate perfection.
Another idea was deep in my brain trying to get out. I
wanted to know how Elijah was able
to make contact with my inner state of being. I wanted to
learn the knack for
linking up to where another person's being resides. It is very
comparable to a Rinzai Zen
Masters intuitive knowledge of how and when to shock the student
into satori. This occurred
to me in my own experience of satori. This "talent" was
transferred to me two days later as
Elijah, Eric, Doug, and I walked the Old Santa Cruz Road through the
Santa Cruz
Mountains.
For almost forty-eight hours straight my mind had been obsessed with
the one question, a
burning, burrowing question. "Do I believe in my ultimate
perfection?"
I couldn't stop this inquiry now if I wanted to; as the momentum of
my
whole concentration was absorbed. I didn't talk to anyone,
hardly ate, just kept asking, "Do
I believe in my ultimate perfection?" And listened for the
answer with my whole body-mind.
Every so often Elijah would say, "Ask now." I would then
mentally voice my question and
Elijah would yell "ADEO!". It would be a psychic lift and my
inquiry would deepen and intensify.
It came to the boiling point on Old Santa Cruz Road, walking by
Lexington Dam... I was in the
deepest trance I had ever experienced. The whole world, left
and right, up and down, had
disappeared in a kalidescopic blur. Only a clear tunnel to the
ground just in front of me was
left. Just enough to navigate. But there was nothing to
navigate. My body had disappeared
in a lightness of nothingness, all energies were on one solid point,
right in the middle of my
forehead. A swirling sphere was pulling me towards it.
All the force of my pushing and
questioning had now become a pulling - pulling me toward a bright,
white orb.
And flash!
The whole world became super luminous and I began jumping,dancing
and laughing in
the street; aware of Elijah laughing and yelling, "That's the
answer! That's the answer!"
Eric and Doug also began to laugh uncontrollably, unconsciously
being caught up in the
tidal shock wave of my realization. "If I believe in my
ultimate perfection then I must
experience it now, because if I am going to eventually become it
then I must already be it!"
There was no journey or time or separation. Whatever my
concept of ultimate perfection
was I was having a full blown Quantum leap into it. The
question became the answer and
the answer was a complete living experience of what the answer would
be. My body felt
springy and light, just moving was pleasurable. I could, and
did, run up the mountain
without any effort, singing "Adeo, ADEO.." I knew at that
moment that it was imperative for
me to help others have this experience.
As we entered the wooded path heading to my cousin's house, I
stopped and said to Eric,
"You've got to try this man."
"What do I do?", he whispered.
"Ask to experience your ultimate self, it's that simple, it will
answer. I'll give you
a push."
I then noticed a peculiar feeling I had never noticed before.
I could feel and understand
Eric. In fact, I had the solid sensation of standing right
where he was in his mind, heart,
and body. I could add my strength and certainty to him while
he asked, and we jumped right
up inside Eric's mind and he got it!
He said, "I feel it. A lightness inside. I feel like
some unseen weight has been lifted off of
my shoulders. A heaviness I didn't even know I had. I
felt you push me. It was like
climbing a high wall and you gave me a 'leg up'
I was electric. This stuff was contagious and transferable...
and it was free.
The next day at high school I was still beaming the electric 'ADEO'
body and there were
three new ascendees by the end of the day.
As one more experienced the leap into ultimate perfection, which is
really a leap into the
omni-is-ness of all time, it became easier for the next as there
were more "helpers". I soon
began to realize that each person had a different idea of ultimate
perfection, but the elastic
feeling state that accompanied the experience was the same in
everyone.... laughter,
buoyancy, and clear vision.
I had found out another thing. That this joyous, bright self
is the real self. The grim time
bound person was really a state, not a person at all. It was a
state of partial attention and
scattered concentration that could be remedied by learning the power
to
"Ask". |